Promise you that I'm certified,

oh well, just the second day of schl resuming,

I GOT SORE EYESSSSSSSSSSSSS :)

i'm lazy to blog.

TTYN~~~~~~
(for now la, ha)

bang bang bang!

i've been spending 11 days straight w churchieeees :)
HAHA LOVE THEM :)
i dont want schl to startttttttt :(

18th,

You tuck me in, turn out the light

Kept me safe and sound at night

Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair

Had to drive me everywhere

You were always there when I looked back

You had it do it all alone

Make a living, make a home

Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night

Scared things wouldn't turn out right

You would hold my hand and sing to me

Catepillar in the tree

How you wonder who you'll be

Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might

Don't you worry, hold on tight

I promise you there will come a day

Butterfly fly away

I miss you like I always do.

love you papz :*)

Breathe,

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
Cos none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people
And sometimes we change our minds
But it's klling me to see you go after all this time

Music starts playing like the endof a sad movie
It's the kind of ending you don't really want to see
Cos it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people
And sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

It's 2am
Feel like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me



oh well, it's 2am now...
i lost my closest friend for close to 18months.
i miss papz. :(

You're the voice
I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I'm gonna find you

OH WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
he's gone and he'll never be back
and i'll be all alone for the next 20 years.

stuck,

homework not done.
holidays ending.
everything seems to be in a mess.

why.

Happy Fathers' Day,

i wanted to type this before twelve. but oh well, im late. it doesnt matter anyw.....

onelife. wantlife.

church camp tmrrrrr :)
till like sunday lol.
and the whole house would be abandon for 5days -_-"
like really abandoned lol.
till then.................... bb :)

lost become chosen,

I've been running, trying to be one who sees
I've been working salvation out on my knees
There is nothing better than knowing
that we are redeemed
I'm believing, trusting in creative hands,
I am praying for our world to bow to your plan
And this one thought is unmistakable:
I take up my cross and follow you Lord

When you stand, the tall trees and mountains bow
When you speak, the fiercest of oceans is still
And I see the sinner seek devotion
The lost become chosen, and I fall to my knees

I'm forgiven; my Savior who did not deserve death
He was blameless and I was lost in shamefulness
I'm delivered, but it doesn't seem right
unless I keep my eyes focused on the savior who gave his life
In the middle of a world that denies it believes
It is breaking apart at the very seams
There is one thing to be alive for
And it's to take up my cross and follow you Lord

I will take up my cross and follow Lord where you lead me
And I will take up my cross and follow wherever you go



a very lovely song :)
heading out to bucks to meet Jing :)
homework time!! it'd better be productive :(
then Bishan @ 6! lots of catching up to be done w cousin!!! :D

battlefielddddddd,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVINA TAN~~

you know i've always loved you! :)

Playmax
Ghost of Girlfriends Past
Steamboat

can money fall from the sky into my pocket plz/
steamboat makes me fat.
T_T
but the man tou's so damn nice.
ahhh~~~~

i think i lead a no-life life, zzz.
anyone wants to crash my house on 22nd and 23rd?
mom wont be home heh heh heh :)

Dayna
HAHA saw their new album in stores. tear down the walls or smth right? :) HAHA STILL TRYING V HARD TO GET THEIR TICKETS. not sure if there still are yet. sobs.

jing
a hundred plus plus mre days to go. aiya no use la. jw got girlf alr....... :(

belle
HAHA YES. so the living water lives in me x2!!! :p

valerie
NICE MEH --" it looks like another movie that wastes money. Land of the Lost just looked stupid to me. HAHAH. i where got complain about your clothes!!! HAHA I JUST SAID YOU ARE PAUL FRANK MAD. "Check out my matching shirt + wallet *whips wallet out*" faint ah~~~


Olivia
PIGS HAHAHAHAH.

Candid,

mum took it when i was stoning -_-"
and i kinda like it LOL YAY! :)

JING
HAHA YOU MAD WOMAN. 156 more days aiyo T_T

olivia
i just saw you today. lol. 13 plates in total!!! :D

dayna
HAHA THEYRE COMING ON 25JULY!!!! AND I'M TRYING TO GET TICKETS NOW!!!! :)
exciting :)

belle
HAHA OMG NO HAHA!! i drank it myself because i was too thirsty!!! had to work after gdop LOL.

totally packed,

tmrrrrrrrrr going to meet tbone section! :)
mahjong at Karin's place and idk how to play it at all -_-"
yishun after that to crash Chelle G's house.
staying over w alicia + shermaine!!!
friday playmax all the way.
saturday IT fair.
sunday church.

waulau where got time to do homework!!! :(

had sakae buffet w Sher after meeting today.
we went to buy a word search book and played it outside sakae.
lol, because we reached @ 2 and the buffet starts only @ 3.
waulau.
and now i'm bloody addicted to it -_-"
and the book's w sher now! *(&#*(!()@#*)(*#)@ :'(
saw itchy+olivia and their trumpet section :)
I LIKE UNAGI CHAWANMUSHI!!!!! (Y)

sher's house to collect her things.
then my house :)
study plan gg-ed.
we played w fb and watch mall cop instead lol.

omg i'm dying w/o the booooooooook.
i want to play word search ah ah ah :(



woo! my hamster just licked my sister's phone -_-"

WANTZ,

i want to go / have
wild wild wet escape theme park zoo night safari fly kite watch movies shopping lose weight take alot of pictures heart to heart talks.


WHY IS JUNE HOLIDAY SO SHORT AND WHY DID TEACHERS GIVE US SO MUCH HOMEWORK.

life sucks :'(

oh one last thing.
I NEED TO CUT DOWN ON MY USAGE OF VULGARITIES T_T

Madness,

i feel drunk.
LOL TOO TIRED IT'S 2.25AM AH AH AH.
stabs self.




ok some pics from expo days LOL :)
not in order though lol.
anyhow grabbed the more presentable one off fb hee (:


CLARA MUST'VE FELT REALLY VIOLATED AHHAHAHAHAHA
LOVE HER PRICELESS EXPRESSION.


9am in the morning.


MEH MEH IS SO CUTE!!! :)


dis storrre rox foreva winks.


chiokkkkk :)


AH RYAN.
he's damn bloody heartless this time ok.
:'( DONT YOU WANT US ANYMORE RYAN :( :( :(


RYAN FOREVERRRR :)


blur woah :)


IM WEARING A KIMONO IN BED HEE HEE.


i fainted upon seeing the mess.


Jing had no idea how to fix it as well.
so she joined me in fainting yo yo yo :)


SSB AND XL WOOTS :)


fresh orange juice for you? :)


too bad. YOU DIDNT MANAGE TO CATCH ME :)




these two are from ytd's! :)


fries in a hand, fillet o fish in another.
CHILLI CURRY BBQ = HEAVEN.



the ones taken w C are still w her SOBS :(

oh i only took 10 mins to blog. NO BAD WOR.

TTYN!!!!

HAHA IM THE GREATEST MULTI-TASKER LOL.
am watching Paris Hilton's MY NEW BFF while blogging.
it's freaking bitchy O_O BUT SUPER EXCITING HAHAHA.
beeps EVERYWHERE, :O
but i think that bitch made friendship really CHEAP.
TTYN!!!! --"
"i'm sorry but i dont think our friendship will work out. TTYN!!!!!!" LOL.


ok ytd!



never liked her.
HAHA her songs are quite okay though.
wait, ONLY SOME!! HAHA
quite a stupid show, plot was rather predictable -_-
TYRA BANKS FIGHTING FOR SHOW SCENE WAS SUPER FUNNY, awesome ;)
well, this show sucks but the people in there made it great!!!!!
excluding Hannah Montana LOL.


like this song :)
esp touching when she sings it w her dad :*)


love their voice :)


almost fainted when i saw her LOL.
she's damn pretty!!


and not forgettinggggg...












cute shit cute shit :)


next was

in 3D woohoo!!! :)


love BOB AHAHHAHA.
he likes to play w his eyeball --"
and he hearts jello, the green coloured jelly -_-"

met up w Jing and the rest after that.
we went Orchard!!!!!! :)
hahaha, only the both of us because the rest had to go home early.
HATE CLARA HAHAHAA.
ok we = siao.
went Paragon to check brands out that i'll never ever be able to afford.
we were hoping that XS AND XL appear, damn joke.
Burberry's wallet section, Gucci's belt section and maybe Calvin Klein's underwear. LOL.
even Paragon's Metro is freaking HIGH CLASS -_-"




today was quite eventful. :)
went ikea MEATBALLS + SOFT ICE CREAM AH AH AH SHIOK.
:)
then expo for popular sales :)
oooooh i met Belle! :) :) :)
still very pretty woah :D
100++ flew. and i got a free ticket for mint museum of toys!!
OMG DOES ANYONE WANTS TO GO W ME PLZ PLZ :)

john little sales after that.
bought alot of undergarments LOL.
and pads -_-
mom grabbed they as if the whole world of pads will disappear tmr -_-
was made to pay because mum had to run back to popular side to hand the card to friend.
127 flew away from my bank :(
held bags that weigh a million tons and walk back from hall 4 all the way to 6. poor me.
LOL.
and walked past this parenting exhibition hall.
then there was this promoter came to me and was like

P: Hi. *looks at me from up to toe + plastic bags*
Me: sorry bye. *walks away*
P: *followed me* HI ARE YOU MARRIED?
Me: HELLO I AM ONLY 15!!!! *walked away*

OMG OK FAINT LA -_-"
mom laughed like mad and said i should be happy that her question wasnt "Hi how many kids to you have?"
wth wth wth.
headed to Tampines One after that.
AND I CUT MY HAIR :( :( :(
BOY SHORT NOW LOL.

came home
dinner
church

cell was freaking high. finally!!!!
so many people appeared finally lol.
laughed like mad.
and i have issues w the word SHAVE -_-
i want to say SHAKE for like 3 times.
have no idea why i kept saying SHAVE.
stupid hahhahahaa.

raki tmr!!!! :)
whole town belong to us ho ho ho ho ho ho.
ok kidding.
shopping shopping shopping.
but my card is drained :( :( :(
max&more cottonon f21 dorothyperkins
WAH NO MORE I WANT MONEY GIVE ME MONEY :(
hope i can wake up!!! LOL.

Dayna
HAHA THANK YOU THANK YOU. i prefer Kris hee :) so cute!!! :D how was Hillsong's concert my dear?

ZaiEn
ADAM IS ADAM IS HAHA DISGUSTING.

Crystal
yep she is. HAHA (:

Mel
YES OMG I WANT 48 HRS A DAY OK. 24 is not enough AT ALL :'(

Valerie
HAHA OK WE SHALL TALK SOON. can you pronouce F properly? hahaha! braceyyyyy :)

DARREL
fatty!!! :)

linette
you found your way here, NOT BAD!! love you!!! :D

jing
I MISS XL :,(

belle
HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI!!!! YES I SAW YOU!!!!!!!!! :) i attended the youth one!! :)
oh well, that one was quite impossible man, so many people :( but the worship was really great!!! :)

hannah montana,

was never a fan of hers hahaha.
but i like her boyf!!!!! :D

facebook betrayed you,

GREAT
found out her dirty lil secret!
HAHAHAHAHA SO SHE THINK SHE'S IN SAN FRANS AND I WONT KNOW ANYTHINGGGGG.
facebook tells everybody everything.
heeeheeehahahaheeeheeee
omg the boy really got small boy face.
HAHA OMG KILL ME OMG HAHAHAHAHHA.

oh GDOP was super good on Sunday,
really great.
had so much fun jumpingggggg :)
there was this guy who was physically disabled.
and i think he was deaf.
but he put in alot of heart in following the lyrics on the screen and did the hand signs.
that touched me alot.
and i really felt God's presence then.
it's been long since i've felt that way, seriously.

date w Cristy tmrrrrr :)
hannah montana monsters vs aliens.
-______-"
20bux fly fly bye bye T_T

we NEED / HAVE / MUST think of some stuffs to do that DOESNT REQUIRE THE USE OF MONEY PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ.

no life = no life,

dayz plannedz.

today
stay home
try to do some homework
complete tuition homework
amath tuition

thursday
hannah monatana movie
CRISTY vs CRISTY (monsters vs aliens)
WHOLE DAY W C
WOAH MARATHON :)
complete cell material

friday
stone at home
cell

hate the bloody fact that schl floods us w homework.
ALOT of homework.
bitch.
it's 2.37 now and i hear my hamsters fighting -_-

good morning world i'm heading to bed.

FRESH ORANGE JUICEEEEEEE,

no more, finally.
i need to shun from oranges for a least one month
thank you :)